I’m not going to talk about obvious adoption-related holes. Now come anyone who has placed carries those holes. ANYONE WHO HAS LOVED ANYONE HAS THOSE HOLES. We all have people-shaped holes in our hearts. Everyone. Lost friends, lost loved ones, in death or just in growing apart.
But we also have “thing” shaped holes. I’m not [...]
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Today we met with, if all things go right, (ohpleaseohpleaseohplease!!!) our new landlord. The house was ehhhh….ok. It wasn’t the nicest to be honest. BUT, and this is HUGE but, I loved EVERYTHING ELSE ABOUT IT!! Its on an acre of land. (I lived on an acre once before and my ex sold the property, [...]
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Now I know as you read my blog none of my readers can see me. I may be sitting here looking like this. (I had to steal this picture from Boobs, Injuries and Dr Pepper because its the best gosh darn picture of a white trash women!) LOL. I happen to love the song by Saywer Brown [...]
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I sit at the computer and drink tea. Sun Tea. My house is clean. My dogs are sleeping. For a moment things are peaceful.
And “IT” is on my mind. It has been all day. Leaving. A new place, a new start. Just me, my computer and my dog. Me, making sense out of things for [...]
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I have been thinking about running. Away? From? What? The more I think about its………TO something.
I’m not in middle or high school anymore, is running away really an option? I’d like to think so. Things haven’t been going well with my boyfriend lately, with my family, with my life in general. It scares the shit [...]
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I said that I would talk more on this comment I made here.
“Make sure my boyfriend’s family and son were taken care of. (This will be another post as to why I would not make sure MY family was taken care of.)”
Wow…..ouch…..am I mean? No. Do I hate my family? NO!!! Well, why??
I have my [...]
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I’ve been tagged by Coco!!
Favorite person (outside family)? My boyfriends mommy. She is one of the coolest people I know. When my boyfriend and I got in a fight this weekend and came close to breaking up. I sent him a text message that said, “I don’t want to lose you but more [...]
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I love doing Meme’s. Thanks Production Not Reproduction!!!
What were you doing five years ago?
I had just gotten my baby boy boxer. Oh he was little!! I should post a picture of him here! (if I can figure out how!! ERRR!!) I was living in my house in the country and loving it. I [...]
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Trying to lignten up my mood and talk about some good things…………..
I am a magnet. For nasty, annoying, drunken, unemployed, losers. EVERY WHERE I GO. Ughhhh. How I have ever attracted a decent guy I am not sure. My daughters father was DEFINTELY ALL OF THE ABOVE. So are a few of the other guys [...]
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The friend I talked about that I wasn’t sure would contact me on Myspace? Well, she did. We friended each other and have been sending emails back and forth. She wants to have a reunion. Now let me clarify, we will NEVER have a reunion if WE don’t plan it. Our group of friends were not “Class [...]
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