Posted in Adoption, Crazy Life, Fear, Prengancy, Truths that Suck on May 7, 2008 | 12 Comments »
On Sunday May 11th it will be 9 years. (yes, Mothers Day) 9 years ago I gave birth to my daughter.
I can only remember a handful of things from that day and what I can remember are pointless, mundane things.
The day before, which if remember correctly was a Monday, I went to the doctor. I [...]
Posted in Adoption, Fear, Prengancy, Truths that Suck on April 23, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I used to be able write. I know part of me still can because I have gotten A’s papers I ave written for school. But to really write? I haven’t in years. I miss it. I don’t remember the last time I wrote a poem or a letter or just me expressing myself. Did I [...]
Posted in Adoption, Prengancy, Truths that Suck, tagged Adoption, alone, Prengancy on April 23, 2008 | No Comments »
He bought her circus peanuts. It was what she craved when she was pregnant. Ironically, his story about getting up at 1 am to drive around town to find this stupid, little, orange, disgusting peanut shaped candy changed something in me. it made me realize i missed something. I missed alot. Not only did I miss [...]
