Posted in Crazy Life, Leap Of Faith, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, My Job Sucks, Truths that Don't Suck, Truths that Suck on June 3, 2008 | No Comments »
Today we met with, if all things go right, (ohpleaseohpleaseohplease!!!) our new landlord. The house was ehhhh….ok. It wasn’t the nicest to be honest. BUT, and this is HUGE but, I loved EVERYTHING ELSE ABOUT IT!! Its on an acre of land. (I lived on an acre once before and my ex sold the property, [...]
Posted in Crazy Family, Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Don't Suck on June 3, 2008 | No Comments »
Now I know as you read my blog none of my readers can see me. I may be sitting here looking like this. (I had to steal this picture from Boobs, Injuries and Dr Pepper because its the best gosh darn picture of a white trash women!) LOL. I happen to love the song by Saywer Brown [...]
Posted in Adoption, Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, My story, Pregancy, Remebering, Truths that Suck on June 1, 2008 | 2 Comments »
B, the constant in my life. Who I still write about does fall into this story.
In fact in MOST of the stories in my life there is a place for B. Although in this story I don’t remember where exactly he falls. So I chose to add him here. It was sometime around this time, [...]
Posted in Crazy Family, Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Don't Suck, Truths that Suck on May 27, 2008 | No Comments »
I have been thinking about running. Away? From? What? The more I think about its………TO something.
I’m not in middle or high school anymore, is running away really an option? I’d like to think so. Things haven’t been going well with my boyfriend lately, with my family, with my life in general. It scares the shit [...]
Posted in Crazy Family, Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Real Family, Truths that Don't Suck, Truths that Suck on May 22, 2008 | No Comments »
I said that I would talk more on this comment I made here.
“Make sure my boyfriend’s family and son were taken care of. (This will be another post as to why I would not make sure MY family was taken care of.)”
Wow…..ouch…..am I mean? No. Do I hate my family? NO!!! Well, why??
I have my [...]
Posted in Crazy Life, Love, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Don't Suck on May 20, 2008 | 4 Comments »
Trying to lignten up my mood and talk about some good things…………..
I am a magnet. For nasty, annoying, drunken, unemployed, losers. EVERY WHERE I GO. Ughhhh. How I have ever attracted a decent guy I am not sure. My daughters father was DEFINTELY ALL OF THE ABOVE. So are a few of the other guys [...]
Posted in Adoption, Bad, Crazy Family, Crazy Life, Love, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Real Family, Truths that Suck on May 20, 2008 | 1 Comment »
It was a hard weekend.
My feelings have been affecting my relationship. My Saturday evening ended in a huge explosive fight at my boyfriends parents house. No communcation. I have a hard time expressing how I feel. So does he. This is a problem we have battled with in high school. Damn it……will we EVER work [...]
Posted in Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Remebering, Truths that Don't Suck on May 15, 2008 | 3 Comments »
The friend I talked about that I wasn’t sure would contact me on Myspace? Well, she did. We friended each other and have been sending emails back and forth. She wants to have a reunion. Now let me clarify, we will NEVER have a reunion if WE don’t plan it. Our group of friends were not “Class [...]
Posted in Crazy Life, Love, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Don't Suck, Uncategorized on May 14, 2008 | No Comments »
On my left ankle theres a tattoo. It’s small. It’s starting to fade. Its been there over 11 years. I remember I went with my best friend at the time to get it done. It hurt, but not as much as the reasons its there. It’s a broken heart.
When my boyfriend and I got back [...]
Posted in Adoption, Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Suck on May 13, 2008 | No Comments »
On Saturday, after the BBQ and nice nap, we decided to go to the Casino. Both B and I love Blackjack. We hadn’t been in awhile and decided we would try a different Casino, one that we thought we had never been to.
Driving though the parking lot, I still thought I had never been there. B realized he [...]
