Posted in Crazy Family, Crazy Life, Fear, Leap Of Faith, Truths that Don't Suck, Truths that Suck on May 28, 2008 | No Comments »
I sit at the computer and drink tea. Sun Tea. My house is clean. My dogs are sleeping. For a moment things are peaceful.
And “IT” is on my mind. It has been all day. Leaving. A new place, a new start. Just me, my computer and my dog. Me, making sense out of things for [...]
Posted in Adoption, Crazy Life, Fear, Prengancy, Truths that Suck on May 7, 2008 | 12 Comments »
On Sunday May 11th it will be 9 years. (yes, Mothers Day) 9 years ago I gave birth to my daughter.
I can only remember a handful of things from that day and what I can remember are pointless, mundane things.
The day before, which if remember correctly was a Monday, I went to the doctor. I [...]
Posted in Adoption, Fear, Prengancy, Truths that Suck on April 23, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I used to be able write. I know part of me still can because I have gotten A’s papers I ave written for school. But to really write? I haven’t in years. I miss it. I don’t remember the last time I wrote a poem or a letter or just me expressing myself. Did I [...]
