Posted in Crazy Life, My story, Pregancy, Remebering, Truths that Suck on May 30, 2008 | No Comments »
I was uninsured. And pregnant. A scary prospect. I had gone to the local clinic for an “offical” pregnancy test, which confirmed what I already knew. I was about 2 months pregnant. They gave me an approximate due date………May 5th. I was reassured I would qualify for state aid. “Just go apply! everyone said, “You’ll [...]
Posted in Crazy Life, My story, Pregancy, Remebering, Truths that Suck on May 29, 2008 | No Comments »
The end of September was when I realized something was missing. My period.
I realized it sitting at Sonic eating Cheddar bites with K. (like I said before WHY we remember small stupid things is AMAZING!) We were talking about L and G. Both had blown us off pretty badly. I had tried to hook up with [...]
Posted in Crazy Life, My story, Pregancy, Remebering on May 29, 2008 | No Comments »
Things didn’t change. Why should they? Everything was great. Summer was drawing to a close and it was started to get colder outside so our partying did slow down a bit. I remember now my period should have come around the begining of September it came and went without me noticing though.
Something else happened around [...]
Posted in Crazy Life, My story, Pregancy, Remebering, Truths that Suck on May 29, 2008 | No Comments »
During the summer we partied more. I remember sitting in R’s front yard on lawn chairs listening to Hank Williams Jr “All my Rowdy Friends have Settled Down”. LOL, Ironic right?
I can’t remember but I think it was my 20th birthday. Or else it was few weeks before. I was hanging out with K and R. [...]
Posted in Adoption, Crazy Life, My story, Pregancy, Remebering, Truths that Suck on May 29, 2008 | 3 Comments »
DISCLAIMER—–So I’m going perpetuate the birthmom myth, “Birthmothers have wild and crazy out of control lives, with drugs and alcohol.” SIGH. I hate doing it, but to tell my story I have to be truthful. The things I am going to tell are not things I am proud of. They are not pretty. But they changed me [...]
Posted in Adoption, Crazy Life, My story, Pregancy, Truths that Suck on May 28, 2008 | 1 Comment »
When you look back on your life, its funny the things you remember and the things you don’t. How something so small and stupid can change your life forever.
When I met R, my favorite local radio station was running their yearly tele-a-thon for Saint Judes Childrens Hospital. I remember that like it was yesterday. He [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on May 28, 2008 | No Comments »
Otherwise known as trying to tell my story.
My adoption story. I don’t know how well it will turn out because I honestly don’t remember alot. But here goes. I will tell what I remember when it comes to me.
Posted in Crazy Family, Crazy Life, Fear, Leap Of Faith, Truths that Don't Suck, Truths that Suck on May 28, 2008 | No Comments »
I sit at the computer and drink tea. Sun Tea. My house is clean. My dogs are sleeping. For a moment things are peaceful.
And “IT” is on my mind. It has been all day. Leaving. A new place, a new start. Just me, my computer and my dog. Me, making sense out of things for [...]
Posted in Crazy Family, Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Don't Suck, Truths that Suck on May 27, 2008 | No Comments »
I have been thinking about running. Away? From? What? The more I think about its………TO something.
I’m not in middle or high school anymore, is running away really an option? I’d like to think so. Things haven’t been going well with my boyfriend lately, with my family, with my life in general. It scares the shit [...]
Posted in Cool Blogs, Crazy Life on May 22, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I just think Crystal’s blog “Boob Injuries and Dr Pepper”, rocks.
I don’t remember where or how I found her blog but I love it! I have loved following, “The Crazy Chronicles” . Go read them….seriously. I am soooooo addicted!!!
