Posted in My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Suck on April 28, 2008 | No Comments »
Things have been rough. A rough week on both of us (my boyfriend and I). You know those weeks where EVERYTHING that can go wrong does? Well this is it. We are having a hard time. I don’t want to lose him. I have tried so hard to be a patient understanding girlfriend, but I’m just [...]
Posted in Adoption, Crazy Family, Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Suck, Uncategorized on April 26, 2008 | No Comments »
Drunkity, Drunk, Drunk…..thats what I wish I was right now.
I am tired. I am sore. I am burnt out. I want to cry. I want to just be held. I would love some attention (yes….I will say it SEXUAL ATTENTION) from my man. I have done laundry, cleaned the house, taken care of him while [...]
Posted in Crazy Family, Crazy Life, My Awesome/Asshole Boyfriend, Truths that Don't Suck on April 25, 2008 | No Comments »
Is complicated on a good day…….madly insane, crazy, things-you-wouldn’t-believe-if-I-told-you on a bad day.
Ironically, I wouldn’t give it up for the world, until about 7 months ago my life was mildly boring…aack…who am I kidding, if my life was a movie you would have fallen aleep in the 1st 15 minutues. Ouch. Now its a action [...]
Posted in Adoption, Fear, Prengancy, Truths that Suck on April 23, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I used to be able write. I know part of me still can because I have gotten A’s papers I ave written for school. But to really write? I haven’t in years. I miss it. I don’t remember the last time I wrote a poem or a letter or just me expressing myself. Did I [...]
Posted in Adoption, Prengancy, Truths that Suck, tagged Adoption, alone, Prengancy on April 23, 2008 | No Comments »
He bought her circus peanuts. It was what she craved when she was pregnant. Ironically, his story about getting up at 1 am to drive around town to find this stupid, little, orange, disgusting peanut shaped candy changed something in me. it made me realize i missed something. I missed alot. Not only did I miss [...]
